if i'm completely honest

these are the things i want:
-to be fucked right
-to be surrounded by LOUD noise that makes me skin crawl and feel alive
-to be in a blur
-to fall
-to bleed
-to conquer


-to get lost in flow
-to drift

Plants exist in the weather and light rays that surround them - waving in the wind, shimmering in the sunlight. I am always puzzling over how to draw such things.

It would be wonderful if I could see the end of civilization during my lifetime.

To have a film where there's an evil figure and a good person fights against the evil figure and everything becomes a happy ending, that's one way to make a film. But then that means you have to draw, as an animator, the evil figure. And it's not very pleasant to draw evil figures.

I don't intentionally make deep movies.

I never read reviews. I'm not interested. But I value a lot the reactions of the spectators.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"life is a dead end"
love,
sad ely

You go to New York to be somebody important, you go to LA to be somebody else, you go to San Francisco to be yourself.

Charles Bukowski - Raw With Love

little dark girl with kind eyes when it comes time to use the knife I won't flinch and i won't blame you, as I drive along the shorealone as the palms wave, the ugly heavy palms, as the living does not arrive as the dead do notleave, i won'tblame you, insteaad i will remeber the kisses our lips raw with love and how you gave me everything you had and how I offered you what was left of me, and I will remeber your small room the feel of you the light in the window your recordds your books our morning coffee our noons our nights our bodies spilled together sleeping the tiny flowing currents immediate and forever your leg my leg your arm my arm your smile and the warmth of you who made me laugh again. little dark girl with kind eys you have no knife.the knife is mine and i won't use it yet.

 " I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you.” 
― Frida Kahlo

The audition process, which Shields described as "disastrous and excruciating", was unsuccessful due to Shields "mentioning The Smiths, because [he] liked their melodies", which attracted a number of vocalists he referred to as "fruitballs".^[8]